significantly rouletted to an other

What I have done? I cannot. I really can not. I just woke up this morning that things will not work out. I am just kidding myself. He did not even say a word or two with the L in it. This is it. I mean, it is the same pattern. Of course, I have caused the series of occasions. It is like I have this template action cum reaction when being in a relationship. Same old same – familiarity breeds contempt plot.

Oh no, I cannot go further. Depression is not really in my calendar of events for the next six months. In the first place, I cannot feel. Remember, I have thrown my heart and everything that makes me fluffy and pinky pink pink in deepest bikini bottom. Spongebob cannot even find it. In the second place, what the hell am I thinking? I am still overcoming a hideous emotion. And, it’s so no-no to sell the drama to the next random guy. Because honestly, he will not care, and yes he does not. Even I, *frown* why would I? Ha! Life is so a tiny hole to spill in all the melancholia I have acquired.

Cha! Be happy! I took you advice-I bail out sooner. Euhmm how exactly will I do that again? Uhh. Hmp. Shooootsss. Shit. *panic* I am so bad at this. I am losing my breath. How about a song?

This will remind always, I guess. The concluding soundtrack of my love story (is there any to speak of?). Ugh! *sigh*


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