seacielo - Da Kine o’ Life

in cases when you do things for love, there are really those kinds that could not be you at all but you did it anyway. *sigh* or is it that i lost my passion all along? or… is it just channeled to one frequency?

maybe i am just diluted not to be enjoying things that are previously my indulgence. like, the night life - the bars, the booze, the gigs, the concerts… with people i do not even know, or just known them for the evening or so. all i could do is sigh about it. i still have it somehow if i want to. however this time around, my priorities are different. i want to be more useful to the world. see, living life to the fullest does not mean partying all along and then some more of some more fun!!! that’s how most people understand about living life to the fullest. ha! they are just wasted. then again, i am sober now.