seacielo - Da Kine o’ Life

as you can notice my blog has taken a new look. just entries… only entries. there’s not even a date, or a comment icon. well, imagine it’s my very journal. of course you can have your thoughts on my thoughts, however, you can only read and wonder… perhaps hate me. pity me. laugh with me. i want to - 1. put my self in a glass box; and, 2. i want to work your imagination.

anyway, i also denounce time. and, i take the liberty in constantly calling my self names. after all lotsa lotsa people call me such and such. some are good. others are rude. but all in all, i want to go back when i really do not give a fucking shit on any one in this hellhole life.

i guess, i have been soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hurt. i am closing in. i am closed… like that puppy in the window. you can only ask your self how much. I AM FOR YOUR EYES ONLY.

sorry it came to this point. I JUST WANT TO LIVE AGAIN. SELFISHLY! AND I DO NOT CARE! selflessness is vain. it’s an illusion of goodness. i am not definitely in that pie right now SO HELP ME GOD!

middle fingers crossed with horns in my eyes… xuxu