seacielo - Da Kine o’ Life

Dear Kie,

In random days, I’m always caught in a predicament - should I stay or should I go? I always ask you, but you just keep me waiting in vain. And, it’s hard to resist you. It’s like I can’t live with or without you. I don’t know but in most days I feel that everything is unfair; that if you love me, there should be no reason for you to make me wait. Not to mention the fact that you know to well that I hate waiting.

You’re teaching me the virtue of patience like you said. *shrug* Could you be even honest to me and tell me straight? Do you still even feel that you love me? I know you’re not in love with me anymore, and it’s so unfortunate because I’m so in love with you. Yet, each day becomes a color less. I feel that you’re keeping me because you know I could not stop loving you through and through. I will hold on to you come what may. You could not even see my misery?

If you could only see my love… I’ m like a slave for you. Then you’re like keeping me in a cell. I’m crying, waiting, pondering, blaming, disgusting and longing to love you in freedom; to finally feel to be loved back by you. How could you not see me like that? How could you be so selfish?

Now help me out here, if I should get the tattoo above. It’s “Kie” in alibata. At least for this… I’m getting a tattoo and then forget you. As I recall, you are asking me what about it and where I should have it. Does it goes to say that you have let go of me? See, it’s really okay if you would not love me back anymore. What do I got to lose? I will always have the heart you broke, and dying with it in the near future maybe the best thing could ever happen to me. It’s way encouraging than waiting for you to give me love. Pain stops. I’m free with the real love you once have given me.

Maybe I’m not in love with you anymore. I could not feel you anymore like I used to. Perhaps, I’m just in love with that love when you have told me that the sky is blue.

Set me free,

Cielo

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