compromises
I’m about to make the biggest decision of my life. I have to get a reality somehow and stop being a spoiled brat. I’m so grateful of how my parents have always been there for me, even until now that I should be making on my own. Ironically, they always see my version of life as a vacation from the real life. I’m just here trying to kill time, not really to have a job or to make money. It is kind of unfair because I want to grow up. But see, I have to be on that direction to finally breathe my own air.
Then, I still have to consider of the possibility of Kieran (it reminds me that I shouldn’t deleted my dedicated blog for him). I just so glad that both of us have made that compromise. It’s not like before that we often fight over about my plans. One of the reasons why I left him. See, I have my parents wanting this for me and then there he is trying to make something for me or for us. It’s like I’m not capable of making my own decisions.
Well, I’m going to wander this summer off to get a bigger perspective. I hope bloggerwave and all those who pay me to write online will keep me financially afloat during my soul searching. I really have to get a life.
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