Dilemma as usual
Today I have a terrible morning. Same as other mornings, in fact. Thinking about him is part of my system. It’s excruciating somehow because I always wonder why. Today I realize we I am running a one-way relationship. I want to bail out or not, or bail or not. I have a choice and I deserve more. He just can’t be that guy. I’m not asking for big things like buy me an island, although I definitely will love it. He is a bum and I don’t mind though, but sending me even an SMS to say Hi is not that hard, right? I love him. Heaven knows how I love him. I just can’t feel him anymore like I used to.
Need I slap him of things he’s short on me? The funny thing, he doesn’t mind. I don’t know what’s going on inside his head. Does he have a plan or something about us? Or, am I just too primadona and demand more? If so, no-effort means okay? All I want is a little surprise. Is it too much too ask?
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