Is this his or my song?
With the everyday thought of Kieran, I can’t really help but think, do I really love him? Does he really love me? This has been going on for what… 10 years already? I shy away and then pull back towards him. I’m uncertain and he is effortless. I rationalize and he just stays there listening to all my whines and what nots. Like this is something new:
Cielo: So am I still your girl?
Kieran: What do you really want Cie?
Cielo: I don’t know what I want.
Kieran: Well, whatever you want. That’s it. I’m just gonna go along with it. [wtf?!]
Cielo: But this is a relationship. I want to hear your decision.
Kieran: It’s hard to say… it’s hard if things will not turn out the way they should be.
Cielo: So it’s my call. It seems this is a one-way relationship.
Kieran: You’re running the show. I’m just the puppet master. [so i’m the puppet?]
Cielo: I don’t know. I still want to be your girlfriend.
Kieran: Why?
Cielo: When you’re around, I feel sane.
Kieran: Really. You know, just take your mind off things… or us. Do whatever you want.
Cielo: I don’t know. Are we seeing other people?
Kieran: Are you?
Cielo: No. Are you?
Kieran: No.
[okay this is really weird already]
*and the song fades in*
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