I Pulled A Cielo
on a lower note, tan was excited - for a change - that someone rather than kieran has authentically swept me away. she knew that someday somehow i would grow out him, i didn’t even believe her. oh she has been waiting for the day. on a higher note, she knew me well and asked if i’d done what i always do - pulled my guy stunts. probably it has been so natural of me. however, it was different. why would i ever dis on the conversation like that and feel guilty? ‘not me at all. but trust me, when i did pull a cielo with Brad, it was hard like never been before. perhaps because, i knew all along that he is all good. i was embarassed, instead:
sea_ cielo (7/3/2008 3:50:45 PM): i dont want any plans
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:51:14 PM): gud that you have laid out your agenda from the start
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:51:42 PM): u huh.. but you know slowly he is making plans.. and i always go… i dont know with you but i wont be making any
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:51:31 PM): have you been talking dirty na?
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:51:34 PM): hehhe
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:51:51 PM): talking dirty?
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:51:52 PM): no
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:51:54 PM): as in!
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:51:57 PM): it scares me so much
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:52:00 PM): no nothing sexual?
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:52:05 PM): no tan
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:52:12 PM): GOOODD!!
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:52:14 PM): kahit if im the one opening it
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:52:21 PM): ayaw.. like hindi papatol
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:52:25 PM): then, i dont see any reason to be worried
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:52:30 PM): get to know the guy
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:52:38 PM): i am..
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:52:40 PM): see if you can be friends with him
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:52:43 PM): we are friends
tan guimary (7/3/2008 3:52:57 PM): develop the friendship then
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:52:57 PM): like hey dude what’s going on down under kind of friends
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:53:20 PM): yeah we’re all good on that part… we talk like friends..
sea cielo (7/3/2008 3:53:31 PM): like mocking and sarcastic at times
i was seriously shocked that tan asked me before I could even tell her. oh yeah, she was good. well, i’d say she’s looking forward to this one. i really thought she would say things. i couldn’t blame her for being so protective. she has always kept my tears. she would not want to see me down that road again.
geezh! i pulled a cielo? what was i thinking? for what it’s worth, he passed. i shouldn’t be doing any, because i took his word for everything he said. but then again, it’s been so natural of me although i wasn’t thinking of doing it. i was really ashamed. it was really a good thing brad called (in the middle of my talk with tan). he always knew when i need appeasing.
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