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Ever heard of clean flirting? Well, I never heard of such, I’ve actually just came up with it. Or, at least I’ve realized that it has all been what I’m doing all these times. Anyway, what is clean flirting? Hmmn I say, it’s just a way of exhausting that little nasty feeling called being horny.

Clean flirting is just talking, really talking. Now, I’m not saying dirty talking. It’s way far off that direction, although it could eventually elevate to such if both parties may allow to do so. Clean flirting vis-a-vis talking is all about just listening and talking. I guess, doing it keenly. I don’t know, it’s just my way. Or perhaps, I am a natural flirt, like flirting without even a single effort. Is that why most say that I’m sexy? Because seriously, I don’t like to go near the word sexy. It’s flattering for most girls, but for me it undertones frustrated sexual desires. Of course, that’s the whole point that’s always been missed.

I actually only intentionally flirt with my boyfriend. And guess what, I’m kind of rejected today. I have it all hyped up and then some. I don’t know, every inch of my body is charging off. Must be the hormones? I don’t really know. I’m suppose to pull a clean flirting a.k.a. being corny or whatever. Yeah, I believe that being corny sometime leads to being horny. Okay, I sound confusing now. Good thing, I’m someone else’s girlfriend, who by the way is still on unchartered territories when it comes to sex (with me).

It’s all good. I’m somehow glad that nothing further happens. It’s really hard when I start pulling off those little some some. It’s one of the things I really like about Brad. He’s not really into turning on or whatever. It makes me love him more. I’m not being a Maria Clara or someone, but I’ll keep my reservation. I don’t know.

Seriously, I’m not yet ready but I have my thoughts. Or, I’m ready but I don’t want to start, not just yet. It’s really complicated. I guess, I want to make love with a free soul. I just don’t want to have sex and keep praying the Our Father while I’m it.

I’ve actually given Brad an attitude. Hmmn, well I’ve almost got bitchy and screaming, “Don’t you see, I’m horny…!” Yeah, I really definitely get bitchy when I’m itchy. Okay that doesn’t come out right. Bitchy as in attitude bitchy not whore-in-bed bitchy. Well, I could also do that eventually. Hehehe! But I hold my cool. It’s not worth it, especially I don’t want him started on yeah… *sigh* Good thing, I’m going back to running tomorrow. That will definitely do the trick. Oh well….

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