Honesty indeed perks
I just realize that I have been so honest. “So” being the keyword, considering my one of my younger cousins read my blog. Yeah, what would he ever thought of me after what I recently divulge? I mean, this is my very own refuge. I have a real journal. But after losing my pen and discovering that the last entries are all about worthless guys, I rather be poking the keyboard. Poking being the keyword. Lol! Well, I know he will not really ask me as in ask me.
*rubbing nose* Nope, I don’t have those kind of itchy nose blackheads. My nose is just itchy. Must be the powdery thingy from the gloves. Anyway, I’m so bummed out lately. I don’t know. It’s just that thought again - what am I doing here? why am I wasting my time away being here? blah blah blah. Unfortunately, that thought comes with a gain of a kilo from all that sugar indulgence.
But, I always tell myself that I’m doing it for my sister. Speaking of her, she’s really growing and being a teenager. I’ve never really planned to tell her that I’m home because of her. See, it will refute the purpose. Doing a good deed or favor or whatever should remain unspoken. I believe that if I would tell, it’s like I want something out of it, which is not true. But hey, she has really provoked me. So there, I have told her. I’m glad somehow, her attitude finally lightened up. Oh well….
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