seacielo

Today is the anniversary of my skimboarding site. I have come a long way. I think it eventually has paid off. I mean, the hardwork and all. I have talked to Gerwin, another skimboarder. He has told me that the padagata is one of the reasons that make him decide to be a full time in skimboarding. *sigh* More and more reasons to stay huh? What can I say, I’ll be here for awhile. I might as well carry out plans and make the skimboarding scene a better place. After all, it’s the goal.

I’ve come this far. Besides, they believe I can make a huge difference. I know. But then, I’m afraid. I’m really bad at commitment. It’s the reason why I don’t participate in clubs and organization. I love being alone most of the time. I don’t want anything to hold me down.

But now, it’s different. I already have that willingness to commit and to pursue. I really thank Brad for that matter. Speaking of the devil, I wonder how he would react if I will tell him again that I am not quitting. Hehehehe perhaps he could send my board sooner. Hehehehehe! I think I’ve told him 4 times already. I know his line, “Make your mind already!” Of course, he would just smile and tell me that it’s all good. I love the way he consoles me that it does not matter if I quit. He always tells me that it’s just a way that we have met. That, he would never think less of me if I focus otherwise. It means a lot to me how he thinks. I just don’t want him thinking that I want to stay because of him. I love skimboarding. Although I need to be somewhere else and doing something else, it won’t kill me to still help the community. That’s what I’m going to be doing eventually. So… focus on school and skim on the side.

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