I Need A Mentor

I cannot even believe that I need one. I am always an island. I figure things on my own. But, I need a familiar face this time. I have just crawled from rock bottom, and I need someone to tell me it is going to be okay. That, I just have to keep going. I have tried my father. It is so sad he does not even care a bit, or perhaps that is how he makes me feel. I have tried my former supervisor, same same. 

I know what this is, a test of my faith, love, and hope once again.

Sometimes I trace back my steps with a million what if's. I am just grateful I have a husband who makes sure I look forward and I live in the present. And I have a beautiful son who asks me if I am okay all the time.

Maybe I do not really need a mentor. I just need inspiration or two. That's right.