Oh I should be!
‘the long list in history.
Oh I should be!
Wonderful pain, I did embrace,
Truly and willingly.
Patience has its ways,
but time heals suddenly.
So perfectly.
Oh no! I have let go!
Waiting for a possible none?
Oh no! I just let go!
Unsung freedom, no doubt it is.
Starting and becoming,
not even with the one to miss.
There’d be no new beginning.
for you and I, just turn into a past.
I found the one now,
that would absolutely last.
Turn to the living and cry
What sensed makes no difference
even with another try.
Spaces and guesses
Seats and gists
Here and there,
Sometimes it’s just hard
to be everywhere.
To count
To hold;
To be bold and unfold.
It’s not just right
when things are more than the light.
Unlikely, perhaps!
Undoubtly ‘just mishaps:
Of you and you,
But, me and me… just me.
Little me and some things askew.
*reference to Dave Matthews Band …space between.
There are things that have to be left unsaid. But then, what about honesty? Truth hurts. I hurt. It’ s just the way it is. Sometimes they visit - monsters of the past shaking my bright sunshine. Sometimes the darkest place is the safest place. Tonight, I want to go back. I want to spend a little time, if not more, with them. They might be painful, but I have gotten used to them and all the agony they bring.
Hello my friends. Let’s get wasted. Let’s get down to pain as you all like it. Flattering not to quit on me. Now come and sing to me.