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Actually, a not so good news. I start to skim again. It’s great. I little bit shy with the new board. I don’t like being in the center of attention, the fact that I have been losing my shore skills. And the guys who learn to skim subsequent to be are getting better and better even Parley. I used to smile at his awkwardness. But he is getting better and I am getting worse. He even got the skim body again, Upaw too. I feel left out now.

It’s a good thing to be getting back. I think I was not bad yesterday, considering it’s been ages since I last skim. I can’t call the skim in Iba skim skim. Another thing, I think I lose what I’ve gain from sort straight studying (I’m lying… oops). My appetite is taking a slow turn. Cool huh? Skimboarding is a very effective way to lose weight. Actually, for me, a best appetite suppressant. I can survive with one meal a day and skim for the rest of the day. Hehehehe! Welcome me back to my supposedly former straight up lifestyle!

There’s something wrong with my brain. I can tell. It slows down in a way, but it is strong in another way.  Actually, it’s not slowing down. It just gets fast lately that I cannot keep up with my thoughts. Taking the exam today has been excruciating. It’s like running a sprint than a marathon.  I think I have switched on something that overruled something else.

They say the brain is mysterious. If there’s one thing I am very much conscious about, it is my brain. It’s not about being intelligent, because I am not… or smart, because I am not too… or even clever, still not. It’s about feeling my thoughts. I am always fascinated of how I think. People find it weird, but i find it awesome. It gives me goosebumps when I can see things and make things.

Oh whatever! I am just pushing my mind furthest with law school. I love school. I think I am that I multiplying brain cells in a part of my brain, but losing some on the other hemisphere. Because frankly, if I can afford a CT Scan, I would have gone to the hospital and get a Neuro doc explain.

Well, as of the moment my brain is feeding on sugar. It is not good, because sugar should be coupled with oxygen. I am doing a substitution now.

I am not suppose to say something, because fasting do not display itself. I do it every lent. Don’ t ask me how. If I tell you, that is not a sacrifice anymore. Anyway, I have broken the whole thing because my brother and sister are here. They love eating as much as I do. Actually, they love eating more than I do, especially my sister. She has to have the best weight loss program after the birth of the baby. I don’t like the feeling that she can no longer wear some of my shirts.

I wish Brad is here to mock me with my tummy. Yes, it’s growing. I don’t know if the movie has something to do with it partly, but it’s different now. I really need to go to the gym, yeah?  And I have love handles? Ewww. I am so disappointed about myself. All my life, if there’s one thing I am conscious about my body, I’ve been so into my tummy… and now this. Not to mention I am 30. Huhhhhhuhuhu I should check phosphacore review. Should I have some of these?

See, even Showtime audience care about weight issues. Hahahaha!  I am really being impossibly obnoxious about caring too much and doing nothing about the whole thing. Why shouldn’t I be? Again, I am a girl I like to talk among anything else the principles of weight loss. There is no shortcut. There is only pain to gain or lose, whichever works. So anyway, click here to learn more if you are really desperate to lose weight not like me or sort of. Toink.

Can I b**ch again about weight? I don’t know if I am in denial or just being a plain stupid girl who makes a career out of complaining about her weight. Well, at least I know how to take care of my body. I am not ignorant like other girls who would go for the most effective diet pills in the market. Hmmnn… aha! I can be like other girls. Hehehehe! Lol! But then, my mother has taught me well. She only allow my brother to take some of those pills. He is getting huge by the day. I don’t know why.

I feel like I am now the one from the left. I feel so fat. I feel even fatter realizing that Paul has lost some weight. Well, not that I don’t want him to lose some, but I feel like really fat now. I am, not really, considering fat burner pills. I am not that desperate. Hold on… hmmnn I think I am or sort of. Ugh! I just remember! My brother is losing weight too. I think it pays not to drink soda in a month. Last time I check I drank a whole 700ml. of Mt. Dew.

Hahahaha~ I am just kidding.

Seriously? Have you seen Paul lately? He lose some weight. I remember him telling Robert the effects of having a beer belly during sex. It has this awful sound. The worse, he did demonstrate this “noise.” Ewww! Gross to hear! Anyway, I wanted to ask him if which among the diets that work he’s on. But then,  I have reservations. Perhaps tomorrow, I will tell him that he has lost some weight.

When I skyrocketed to 53 kilos the other semester, it only took me two weeks to lose what I need to waste away. So that’s why I have a little issue about just eating as much as eating is meant to be.

So the routine: Exercise. Eat less and less of sugar and salt and of course those infamous weight loss drinks help too.

I can’t really tell if I have acne or just rashes. This has always been a delimma for me. It’s not new of me. I have a bad skin, even though my boyfriend insists that I have a great skin. I don’t know if he is referring to my color or just how it feels when it rubs to his skin. Either way, I know it is a compliment.

What I am saying is that, I just have to stick to what my dermatologist said, stick to moisturizer, sunblock and that cream. I wonder why most girls just pick from the acne solutions shelves. I, on the other hand, have to consult a professional. I think that’s better. Whatever.

Lesson learned: The doctor is always in.