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One must learn to love oneself- thus do I teach- with a wholesome
and healthy love: that one may endure to be with oneself, and not go
roving about.
  Such roving about christeneth itself "brotherly love"; with these
words hath there hitherto been the best lying and dissembling, and
especially by those who have been burdensome to every one.



It’s okay to shy away rather to be taken advantage of. This might sound so poetic, but I heard the simple version of this. I am on it.

I always have my way of stalling my fate. But tonight, the push for greatness comes from a not-so familiar person. Not a stranger totally, but someone I know but not really that much… Brad’s friend.

Somehow I have to push further. It’s not because he has told me so, but I’ve always known what I have to do in my life… to strive for greatness. I am still in denial, and forever I will be in denial. I think it is my way of keeping my feet on the ground. Greatness is not for me. I am going for greatness because I can share that with other people.

Recently, we have a breakdown. It’s just I didn’t know that my period is coming, and I just took it on Brad again. Although really, I prefer to have it all alone by ourselves. But then, who am I to complain about it? I don’t really care where we are in the world, as long as we are together. Hey how about a side trip and go for some Disney vacations? Hahaha! Okay that’s too childish.

I am such an idiot! Or what, I lack foresight in noticing the flight of my brother and sister. I just wasted money of negligence. I know it’s just 4K. Dad reassured that it’s okay. No crying over that, let’s move on. No use of being mad. Gladly! And yes, let’s not tell mommy, because for sure mom will like be nagging for weeks or even months on how I or we wasted such amount. It is an honest mistake. I don’t want to blame my brother and sister too. Who cares?! Dad saved the day. Yeah… what is 4K anyway? It’s just 8 signatures of his, basing upon the average worth.

I still haven’t done my laundry. Looks like this, actually:

Luckily,  I have the strength to do the dishes. I wish my kitchen is bigger and it has stove and a fridge and fancy little copper tile somewhere here and there. Hmmmn *sigh* my other sister and brother is coming over. I wonder she can still be generous enough to do my laundry or at least help. She always did when we were still in college. Oopss. She offered! I could not resist. Will she offer again? Toink!

However they spelled it! I have a blast! Too much to eat and not drink. Unlikely to be a gig. What is a gig without the booze, nevermind the sex and drugs. Then again, although momentary, it was worth it:

It’s something new. Weird but okay. I remember when Brad was here. He told me in way less noticeable that he didn’t want to go to the doctor.  I guess, such implication was sort of offensive. It’s like the doctors here don’t have the experience or even the methods. I let that pass of course because I am not a fan of the doctor too. So with that ignorance, I cannot connect it why a lot of aliens come here to be treated, least not study to become a doctor.

I never know anyone who is on a medical travel. Yet, I am familiar that there is such a place somewhere here that offers holistic healing, a combination of science and nature.