There are still more… wish I can hoard them all here. Lol!

I was not in the college of information technology, but I already knew the internet back then. The IT students were like discriminating of me, finding some outsiders. But, I proved myself and earned my space in the open but exclusively defined XU Net.

So I learned so many things. I could not get enough of finding out about RATM. Google or googling was not validly included in the dictionary. I was using Netscape back then. I searched about Incubus too. Oh… and a lot of researching about Phreaking, the right term of the supposedly terrorizing word Hacking.

I didn’t  really hardcore hacked anything. But, I did hack out of thinking and possibilities. I hacked my hacker ex-boyfriend. Hahahahaha! One of the greatest moments of my life.

I think I already mentioned this part of my life.

My point is… I want a virtual death sooner. But, life now seems to be nothing without the internet. *chuckles*

]]> http://www.seacielo.com/thoughts/cyberia/feed/ 1 http://www.seacielo.com/health-and-fitness/brain-down/ http://www.seacielo.com/health-and-fitness/brain-down/#comments Tue, 02 Mar 2010 13:32:22 +0000 Cielo http://www.seacielo.com/?p=1197 There’s something wrong with my brain. I can tell. It slows down in a way, but it is strong in another way.  Actually, it’s not slowing down. It just gets fast lately that I cannot keep up with my thoughts. Taking the exam today has been excruciating. It’s like running a sprint than a marathon.  I think I have switched on something that overruled something else.

They say the brain is mysterious. If there’s one thing I am very much conscious about, it is my brain. It’s not about being intelligent, because I am not… or smart, because I am not too… or even clever, still not. It’s about feeling my thoughts. I am always fascinated of how I think. People find it weird, but i find it awesome. It gives me goosebumps when I can see things and make things.

Oh whatever! I am just pushing my mind furthest with law school. I love school. I think I am that I multiplying brain cells in a part of my brain, but losing some on the other hemisphere. Because frankly, if I can afford a CT Scan, I would have gone to the hospital and get a Neuro doc explain.

Well, as of the moment my brain is feeding on sugar. It is not good, because sugar should be coupled with oxygen. I am doing a substitution now.

To date, I have eight blogs. I just made three recently, which are offshoots from this site – seacielook (just random tumblring), seacielost (my weird hobby of getting lost and gone goings) and seacielove (obviously!)

Anyway, I want to tolerate again my dark self and make a evil blog. Lol! Yet, even I, my self, am afraid of what things may become. I think I am going to blame my mother for summoning all the entities and energies, then praying hardest to have me. I have chosen goodness. If I am going to write literally evil literature, I might as well stamped my forehead with 666. Perhaps soon I will write the story I always wanted to tell. But then again, for now, I can settle for blogging and a little complaining then bitching.

One must learn to love oneself- thus do I teach- with a wholesome
and healthy love: that one may endure to be with oneself, and not go
roving about.
  Such roving about christeneth itself "brotherly love"; with these
words hath there hitherto been the best lying and dissembling, and
especially by those who have been burdensome to every one.



It’s okay to shy away rather to be taken advantage of. This might sound so poetic, but I heard the simple version of this. I am on it.

Hi. I am Cielo. I am ironically anti-social for the reason of sensitivity. I am a bitch. I am a brat. Do you have a problem with that?

If you don’t get me, get lost.

Somehow I have to push further. It’s not because he has told me so, but I’ve always known what I have to do in my life… to strive for greatness. I am still in denial, and forever I will be in denial. I think it is my way of keeping my feet on the ground. Greatness is not for me. I am going for greatness because I can share that with other people.

We are normal in some ways. We argue like other couples. Blah!