seacielo

How do I know that my relationship is going to the trash? Guys. Guys just are starting to come my way one by one. Like, I have to take the bait or something. I know Benjie is out. Yeaaah… He is back. I could drop by Cagayan de Oro and say hi, huh? What do you think?

Or, is it the ocean that is really recalling me back to its arms. And yeah, Irene’s boyfriend is taking us to Bicol. They have assumed I wakeboard. Hahaha! It won’t kill to try. Who knows I might like it and take that big sport shift. After all too much hurt from skim, yeah? In every way… pain pain pain. Yeah, I am still in denial of the recent pain.  But for what’s it worth, I have invitations to unchartered beaches. Awwww… how cool is that to compensate with my turned down invitation. Life is funny, huh?

This is the only pain I want to keep to my self. I don’t want to talk about it. Everything about him is sacred, even the hurt he has caused me.  It is not really hurt. It is just confusion sort of. I just got really tired of the flip-flopping thing. So anyway… my summer invitations are everywhere. Awwww….

Haaay.  Lonely-ing.

You know when I really have fell in love with someone, tell it by the rebound. hahahahaha! It’s too soon to rebound and fck around. I did that once. I don’t think I want to do that again. Not this time. Never this time. I don’t have a reason to. He’s just perfect. I was just fcking around during that time because my ex fall short of something. 

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