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Since there is nothing more to do after my big surprise for the boyfriend is halted, I figure to just think of my new year’s resolution. *think* *thinking* I HAVE NO NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. These kind of sh*ts are for those people who have a hard time changing. I am not saying I have been all the way focused and successful in my changes, but really what makes this year different from last year? Like say, I just stopped drinking, as far as alcohol and sodas are concerned. How? I just stopped one day. Well, I have a glass of Coke earlier ago. Ewww the beef won’t leave my taste buds. It tastes like the smell of my dog Yuki. For alcohol, hahaha I am an occasional drinker now with 1-2 beers and 1-5 shots of harder drinks. It’s been two months since I had been drunk. Lol, see. I have changed for most ways.

Another thing, like less beach and skim… see, I never skimmed for months. Hehehehe that’s because of the injury. Not! I don’t have resolutions. I just have wishful thinkings, if not wishes. For this year, I wish… I don’t know. My wish has been granted. I just wish it won’t go away that sooner. I have signs already. I am not scared of it yet, but I’m just going to have that back up plan. Heheheheh as I say, when I have a back up, it will indeed end eventually. What am I saying? It is just something Brad has said, “… we have our own livelihoods….” Not a good sign. It makes me want to curl in my shell like a turtle. So anyway, so much for the resolution. But then again, I wish I will not be sad again this year. I wish my smiles from this year will continue. *sigh* Unfortunately, I am sad now. Alone sad.

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