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I should stop mentioning weird. I am weird. I like weird. But, sometimes weird is like weird weird.

Lullaby weird. I have trouble sleeping lately. It’s not really so much of a trouble, but it’s just “I have to sleep for tomorrow.’ Even dad said that I have an extraordinary resistance, I still need rest to align my thoughts and my system, least not spirit. So, if I cannot sleep I only resort to one thing… movie. Oh not that movie, but well that too. Ha! Actually, it’s the TV. I turn on the TV until I fall asleep. It has always worked ever since I was a kid. For most babies, it’s the humming or the soft music. But for me, it’s the thought that the TV is on. I need not watch, I just love it on the background. It’s sort of instant abrupt peaceful experience. Euhmm like it will jumpstart me to slumberland.

That Incubus weird. No, it’s not the band, although I love them. This and that incubus, not my type. Do I have a choice? It’s hard to say when you’re in REM. Again, not the band.

The last time a check, the visit was well… here. I forget when but definitely I remember. This one is weird. Monster-weird. First time. I feel like I’ve cheated on my boyfriend. I don’t want to defend myself, because I am helpless to do so. It’s just the part when I sort of didn’t tell him. I mean c’mon, even you reading this won’t believe me.

What there to believe? Perhaps it’s just my subconscious mind? I can’t say so because dreams and the “overlapped dimension” (as I refer everything not in reality) plays an important role in my existence. I believe in many things that nobody can ever comprehend. It’s not that I am brought up to believe such things, it’s part of my design. It’s in the genes. My family just talk about it like it’s trivial. But, I know it’s true when my parents and grandparents slip in their conversations.

Besides, I remember a friend who has a sister with very manipulative incubuses. It’s a very tragic experience for them every time. Another friend has confirmed that incubuses walk with us. So perhaps, those into FUBUs and One night glories… they were doing an incubus. However, these mythical creatures have ways to enter the psyche.

Science explains that it’s a result of sleep paralysis. Okay, so I subscribe to it too. I am not ruling that explanation. Perhaps that’s why I had a monster visitor because I was putting myself to sleep with The Imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus. Weird, huh? Hahahaha!

Although it’s explained, I will still remain to hold my beliefs. Truism is not limited by science. Notice how ghosts and other paranormal activities and entities are now being investigated in scientific methods, with all the gadgets and equipment.

Lesson learned: Don’t watch weird movies when going to sleep.

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