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I couldn’t blame if I failed to answer my professor even he gave me three chances. Hahahaha. Well, I watched “Paranormal Activity.” Yes, the sort of scariest movie so far.

Like it’s something new to me? Really? We have a lot of entities back home. The walking. The sound. The breeze. Ha! I’ve even seen the devil or a demon. They say the devil is beautiful. Yup, I think I can conclude now that what my brother and I saw is a demon.

Anyway… all I can say that I have a very fascinatingly weird existence. Coming from supernatural dynasties of beings; living in a home with ghosts, demons and what nots. What else?

The truth of the matter is, the movie has revived that memory of me as a teenager. Remember how I always say that I was always shipped to grandma’s whenever I was hmmnn impossible? Well, my anger was the devil’s playground… and still is. So, whenever I was really angry, I was exiled. Not really because my parents were tired of me. They were scared.

Whenever I was angry, like really angry. I always felt like the devil was inside. Sure it was. Whenever it happened. I turned catatonic and could not speak any words. I didn’t blink or felt the hot bottle that they were pressing at the bottom of my feet.

I can really relate to the character of Katie. Although, the demon is not apparently manifesting. It is around. I seriously believe that we all have demons. The difference is that, my demon is very strong. Another difference is that, unlike Katie who is afraid, I am not. I am not afraid of my demon. I know it is just waiting for me to get really angry. And there he will possess. But… but… but… because I have faith, it’s that bad. Besides, I acknowledge him as a part of my life. I don’t avoid him or get frantic when he is around. I know when he really is, because I am angry.

I always say things happen when I am angry. It is true. It might not be like Katie’s, but believe me. Things happen. Another difference is that, he works with my anger. He doesn’t hurt me, he hurts other people.

So anyway, he’s still around… plus this and that. Hehehehe! Yup, I am scary. See, the thing with the devil is you have to make a deal. Set your boundaries. Trust me, he is not bad at all. He just makes you realize how you can take control.

Again, it’s about will power and faith. Make the right choice. Always make the right choice and not the lesser evil. Don’t reason with your the choice you make, or rationalize your wrong. And yes, have faith. It is when you start losing, that the devil will make known of himself.

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