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Beavis is one of my real good friends. A person that even though I get into a disagreement, I know that we are still going to be good friends. Today, he finally send me an SMS. He has been ignoring me for the longest time now for school reasons. He is already in his fourth year in Nursing. I am so glad we get to communicate again. It’s been years since I last saw him, but then he is a very very good friend. Too bad he has stopped making skimboards. I would not be skimming again with that fact. I’m just lucky Brad has provided me with an even prettier board.

One of the many things that is good having my brother around is… well… having the same habits back home. I think it comes with the family. I say that a home is not the house itself, but having a family member with you is home enough.

So, for the past few days, we’ve been looking around stuff for the room - new this and that. We are trying to emulate our home somehow. He insists on a new fan even though I already have one; an industrial fan, actually. We are sort of torn between wall fans and ceiling fans. But really, my issue is whether we get a double deck, or we would just get a mattress and decide who gets to sleep on the floor. Heheheheh!

I must really love Brad. I know I love him yet I find myself in denial sometimes. I deserve paranoia by now. I don’t mean to mention my bad past, but it makes me appreciate my relationship more; it gives me that affirmation of content. I never been so emotionally secured ever. Brad gives me that always. I won’t deny that we don’t have any issues, but for sure we always settle it soonest time possible.

Actually, I am too proud to admit that I am crazy inlove with him. I like the times when I am so swoony around him. Even with the distance, I feel myself prancing and poking him.

Somehow I feel that he wonders why I don’t talk of him much like how I have adored my previous bfs. I believe it’s just the peace that I always feel. It’s just too much for words to say. I feel I’d come short revealing him or my love for him. Or somehow, I just want to keep it to myself. Be selfish of him… not really that selfish though.

I am inlove with Brad. (with a real smile to go)

Having my brother here with me is something new. We are cramping in a room that has the size like our bathroom back home. At first, I really have a huge problem about it - privacy. There is only one solution though, which is to move out and get our own apartment. Of course, I have so much reservations because I like being with “the family” even how much it would cost me. There’s nothing more therapeutic than going home to kind people. I think the reason why is that, my family has almost the same culture as Donna’s. It’s not easy to find people nowadays who you could trust aside from your own family.

So back to the brother… the only reason he’s here is to have a new perspective in life, away from unending party invitations. Just imagine someone going home every early morning drunk. Well, too bad there is no such thing as Alcoholic Anonymous here. For an alcohol patron, he is not bad at all, so are his friends and people I know.

He is my brother. I think I just have to suck it all up, eventually.

I know, we both know that the trip is six months away. But then, I ‘m in awe every time I think of it. There are so many places to go and a lot of things to do. For the first time, I have someone I know that I could really share my passion with. It’s really a hard choice between just couching it or flying around the country within two weeks. What if we go on a cruise? Hmmnn we kind of agree we will have some time off the sea. It’s funny because I don’t really know any place without any deep blue sea. *sigh* Oh yeah, I’m going to get… ha!

I am so changing my choice of words Aussie way or kind of British (?). They don’t say down there, “I am on vacation,” instead it’s “I am on a holiday.” I am really learning alot from Brad. At first, it’s really hard to decipher him while talking. I feel like I am listening to a new language that in fact it is only English with a hardcore twang. Hehehehe.

Anyway,  we are making our first plan - travel together. I think he got a real deal, although a little expensive. I want to make his travel booking and what nots including insurance quote, but something’s tells me that he wants to do it by himself. Actually, it’s not really helping him in a way that I am making rely on me, it’s just that I love doing the itinerary. I get excited when I get a good deal, the cheapest air fare or some.

I don’t have any weight problem. I just want to look like or weigh like I’m 21? Hahahaha! Yeah they say it’s true. Age comes with laziness. I’m trying to get back into my standards. That’s my real issue. I used to blame it on working. Now that I am studying, I’m not going to make any excuse anymore. Actually, I just did. I haven’t been running or skimming for the last three weeks. I blame the weather. I blame being school mode now. I blame. I blame. I blame. Ha! But then, I found out about my brother’s secret. He’s effortless fat burner . He’s just drinking a juice drink with L-Carnitine.

Guess what, I lose some extra weight even though I’m eating the bad stuff. The only downside is that, I don’t like to move or do some exercise with it. They say the juice works even better with physical activities. Hehehehe yeah, I’m on it!

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He’s coming over. At last! I always want him to come, and then usually we have some issues which couple with the "plan." Seriously, not that we are really planning (in denial). I am too excited so do speak. It’s been a year, although we should’ve spent time together after a month or two from the day we met. Finally the frustration is going to be over soon.

I want to plan the whole vacation thing. But then, I don’t know where should we be. There are a lot of pretty pretty very pretty places. Well, I’m thinking about hotel hopping, but not anything like Sahara Hotel with all the casino and stuff. Perhaps I don’t know how to gamble? Lol! I just want to… well bed hop. Hahahaha! It has been my fantasy since I have worked with the Social Welfare years ago. I get to live in hotel rooms. I just thought that day, what if I get to spend it with someone?

*sigh* Actually, I don’t really care about the whole vacation setting. Being with Brad in a couch is perfect enough for me. Hahahaha chessy now. I’m shutting up now.

We have a cat registered as Biscuit, but really we call him a lot of names. My sister calls him Minsky. My little sister calls him whatever my other sister calls him. I call him… hmmnn Mimim or Minimim or Mimimimim. Lol!

When I arrived home two months ago, he has some fur problem. I already told my sisters that his food might be the cause of such disease. I took control and made him stopped eating the cat food. I let him eat fish instead. He’s getting better of course.

On the other hand, our dog Yuki or Miyuki still is a puppy in heart. She loves to play. One day she hurt herself then started limping. We never really gave her anything like Rimadyl or any pain reliever. Actually, it’s not that we didn’t care, but daddy had a way of making it okay. But then, if i had my way I rushed to the vet to demand a pain reliever.